Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Have you ever heard of this? I watched a documentary on it last night and it blew my mind. These ladies are serious warriors with no fear of anything. I could never do it because I would be too scared of something happening but not these ladies. They deliver their own babies. Just them and their husbands or partners or friends. They dont go to the hospital, they sit in a tub of water and push themselves, pull the baby out themselves, cut the cord, everything! NO midwife, dr, nurse. This one lady looked like she was just relaxing in the tub and out came her baby. She said nothing, didn't scream, cry or speak. She just pulled her daughter out and held her and cried softly. I cried while watching it because it was SO amazing. I've never seen such courage. I admire those woman who have given birth naturally with no pain medicine (shout out to my mom, my sister Dara and my friend amber) but I couldn't do it. I could but I didn't want to. ha. There was something so natural and beautiful about these women delivering their own babies. We as women have been doing this for centuries. In England it is illegal to do it alone. Even if you are in the room with the mother, you could be convicted of aiding in the act! How stupid. The dangers are real but man when it goes smoothly its something to watch. Too bad I'm not having any more kids or I would try it. Syke.
Posted by Daydreaming, tree hugging human named lindsey at 7:21 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
between helping larz with his freakin breathing machine and cleaning up the dog poo from the dog I found, I feel like I'm losing it. . Its something every single day. I am getting rid of this dog. I am hoping larzys lungs will open up for him. Poor little guy. My flip flops are now in the dogs stomach and soon to be in my yard. . . little devil. ..My car is leaking everywhere and I'm tired. sorry. I'm venting. I need a vacation REALLY REALLY bad. I am feeling close to the point of no end. Bye.
Posted by Daydreaming, tree hugging human named lindsey at 8:13 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
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Friday, February 13, 2009
I'm feeling my veins sinking deeper into my skin in such a way that its comforting. I feel real and alive and raw. The need to take off full speed inside of a forest is ever so thick. Maybe I'll sit for a while and listen to my breath or count my arm hairs. Who knows. I want to be a hermit crab for while. I want to grow my hair out really long and paint my lips blood red. who cares. I think I'll throw my jewelry away too. Who needs it. I feel spring coming. I feel the change. Maybe I'll hide behind the pages of a good book or two. What is everything adding up to? Does there have to be an equation to every situation. I think I'll finally play my banjo. I think I'm ready to pull her out of her case after six long years. I decided that I don't like holidays. They are artificial and pointless. Can we not find anything better to do then that nonsesne? Especially valentines day. I don't eat chocolate and I don't like picked flowers anymore. Id rather have them rooted in a photo. I don't care for steak or small talk. I need a deep deep river of conversation. The kind that makes you heated and so calm and tired. Where are you? ?
I want to wear dresses for the rest of the year. I bought a couple the other day at an antique shop and I think I may keep them on consistently. who cares. why does everyone care about so many insignificant things? You are here for god knows how long and you care about this and that?!? I think its time to shed some skin and let the sun take me away. bye.
Posted by Daydreaming, tree hugging human named lindsey at 11:06 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Happy Birthday to my beautiful friend Lindsey.We go all the way back to the 3rd grade, and man were we naughty together.Our lives took us on separate paths once Junior High hit.There was no separation in our hearts though and we were reunited about 8 years later.
She has a crazy soul like mine, and to me that is the most perfect kind of soul.She's an amazing photographer, a strong mom, a nurturer, a lover of nature, a hippie at heart,an amazing friend, and a deep, wise, old soul. She loves art and can pull beauty out of anything.
She's a fighter, a survivor, some one to look up to. She has the most amazing, big, blue eyes and perfect smile! She has a calm, peaceful presence about her, but a soul and heart that burn with fire. She radiates love, beauty, craziness, wild, peace, uniqueness and tranquility.I love you Lindsey Lou! And I'm blessed to have you walking next to me in this life!
Posted by Daydreaming, tree hugging human named lindsey at 11:32 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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Monday, February 9, 2009
I am 26 today. Where did the last 5 years go? sheesh. One minute I'm young, spicy and perky chested, and then next I'm turning 26, bitter and flat chested. Can't wait to see what my status is at 30.
Posted by Daydreaming, tree hugging human named lindsey at 10:48 AM
Friday, February 6, 2009
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
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